My silent steps on the barefoot sand of the sea between us… How can I shoe the sand and with what? How can I move away the waves, I don’t have any divine staff?! How and where can I look for you? I sent my eyes to beyond shores in purpose to find you for me. I don’t care not to foresee anything for the meanwhile. Blind, and yet I would have recognize you. Your colors are long ago held in my aura.
Your wards, spoken with so much care, are alive and bear a rich fruit in my inward. My love, a traveler soul, you have been hurt and you have the patience to die, inside your chest! Two steps away from your leg, you will find me crying, and I wish you would not use it for touching the tears frozen by the winter waiting so long to come!
Leave them just like that, to remind me of you!
Leave them just like that, so I listen to their quiet whisper infinitely. Even deaf if I was, I would have recognize you, and my mouth not to be able to say wards would have write them for you in an unlearned method by anyone but me! And it is painfully hot I LOVE YOU of yours, it’s simple, so simple when you come and I know you come!
It’s my birthday and I wait for you, because I start a new time from now on. I have stones with souls from the big sun’s circle on the mountains and I shared with the living water of love, but HE told me that it’s YOU. I knew for such a long time, but still I waited for you. Then I understood that the distance between us is not by chance.
I should also learn the patience to die.
Pasii mei tacuti pe descultul nisip al marii dintre noi...
Cum sa incalt nisipul si cu ce?
Cum sa dau la o parte valurile, nu am nici un toiag divin?!
Cum si unde sa merg sa te regasesc?
Pana dincolo de tarmuri am trimis ochii mei, sa te caute pentru mine, nu-mi pasa ca nu vad nimic intre timp. Oarba si tot te-as recunoaste... Culorile tale sunt stranse demult in aura mea. Cuvintele tale, rostite cu atat de multa grija, sunt vii si au rod bogat inlauntrul meu.
Iubitul meu, suflet calator, ranit ai fost si ai rabdarea de a muri la tine-n piept! La doi pasi de piciorul tau ma vei gasi plangand si as vrea sa nu atingi cu el lacrimile inghetate de iarna ce a asteptat atat de mult sa vina! Lasa-le asa, sa-mi aminteasca de tine! Lasa-le asa, sa le ascult la infinit soapta tacuta! Si surda de-as fi te-as recunoaste, iar gura mea de nu ar avea cu ce rosti cuvinte le-ar scrie pentru tine printr-o metoda neinventata de nimeni pana la mine! Si e dureros de cald TE IUBESC al tau, e simplu, atat de simplu cand vii si stiu ca vii inapoi la mine!
E ziua mea si te astept, caci incepe un alt timp de acum. Am pietre cu suflet de la Marele Cerc al Soarelui din munti si m-am impartasit cu Apa Vie a iubirii, iar EL mi-a spus ca TU esti.
Stiam de atat de mult timp... dar tot te-am asteptat. Apoi am inteles ca distanta dintre noi nu e intamplatoare. Va trebui sa invat rabdarea de a muri si eu...
